The other day I went to a concert with my friend, the lead singer was amazing. I don't know what it was about him that made me feel so..exhilarated. We made eye contact more than once and when he sang to me I felt so beautiful. I wish that I could've talked to him, said anything, but of course he left. Him and the band are going on tour later and I know I'll probably never see him again and to make matters worse...he has a girlfriend.
So it comes down to this, either I'm obsessing over a guy who I know I have no chance with or, maybe I really do feel for him. Is it wrong to feel this way about a guy who I've never even met? I don't know what it is but I feel like it's not just a crush. I've had my fair share of crushes in the past but now as he's on tour I feel like there's this hole in my chest, like I miss him.
Is that even possible? To miss someone I don't even know. No one has ever made me feel like he has. I constantly find myself thinking of him in class, out of class, at lunch, at work. I don't know what it is but he's just...words can't describe him. I feel like such a teenage girl obsessing over him, am I possibly deluding myself into thinking that I love him? Or am I really feeling something for this guy?
Every time I hear his music I just get this...this overwhelming sensation in my body and I can't help but revert back to that night. The night he sang to me. I feel as though we have a connection, although I'm not quite sure what it is. When we locked eyes it was as though the world stopped spinning and the music just faded as we stood there, together in time.
Could it be love? Or am I just pathetic?